Saturday, October 8, 2011

im sales engineer... so what?!

Passed all subjects, not officially graduated yet, but officially an engineer. i feel proud to myself, thanks to my family and friends, their support, their advice and also the craziness. 5 years of the college life officially end. From now, I never think that i will be back to the college life, part time maybe, full time? i dun think so.

i was happy when the first day i went to my office. everyone's face hanging with a big smile and welcome to join their team. feel super warm. one by one shake hand, greet and joke around. i tell myself that this is a very good start! i found what i want, i mean the job and it seems like very challenging.

Training provided and started to picking up the products detail. at the moments, i can feel that what everyone is talking about, "working and studying are totally different". what we had learn in school are standard or some people said that was naive. when come to the real world, those are reality. there are so many different products, very confusing, it's complicated. Senior will expect you know everything. YEA, What i know is only "i dun know anything"! what to do?!

The days getting hard and harder. firstly ofcourse im the one who can't really pick up what they has taught me, is tough. secondly, senior expect you're clever. he would simply tell you a solution, that the solution can be worked but can't be accepted. the felling was like "what the... " . cool?? i believe if i can handle all those things, surely i will be stronger.

yup, this is what i want and planed previously. enter the sales line after graduated, be a project people, don't stay in a factory, dealing with peoples... i get what i planed, but im still thinking is this what i really need. i mean is it the right path way to the "success" that i defined.

any comments?