Bnane

This month is my "pms" month. average mood is super low, of course i did enjoy the early birthday celebration day, tats a good present. march is a stuff month for me. a lot of thing still left undone; and im still here typing and fb ing, i feel so unmotivated.

what's in my head?

it's blank... it don't suppose to be blank...

what i need now?

a boxing sandbag! i need a good listener! a silence place!!!

sigh... days with no transport and relying on ppl is super not convenient... and the feeling of asking help often is not good...

do you think LDR is good?

i dun think so. coz i always assume that my another half is my listener. i wish she is the best listener. i would like to talk everything with her when i've something to tell; and i dun like to talk everything in a choosen time period. and i still prefer to talk face to face, see each other espression rather than cook ear by using the phone. but i understand this is not we want. and its temporally... temporally, rite?? im not sure...

sometime it's not easy to find someone to talk to. i like to on fb recently. coz there is so much frens stay online. simply choose a stranger to talk. i can talk whatever and the stranger wont tell anyone coz we dunnoe each other, the stranger has no people to share. recently i'm still finding the best stranger in fb... haha...

Sien la....