Another weekend~

It's the last weekday of a week again, it's also another the end of the week. The daily routines are the same, everyday sleep at the same time, woke at the same time, thought about the same things, chat with the same person, faced the same person, listened to the lame jokes.... Always feel extremely exhausted at the week end. Weekend just like a full stop for a week, and write a conclusion for the week. what I've done for this week? what I've learnt from lecturers? What was happened and whats the thing impress me this week?

The very first thing came in to my mind is FYP. My supervisor asked me to design an infra-red Pen, sorry, it's a NICE infra-red pen. Actually i promised him to show him this week, but i fail. Supervisor give me another week to finish the pen that so call NICE infra-red Pen. Sigh, i still can not found the invisible ink pen or any pens with torch light. frankly speaking, I'm lazy to redesign and construct the pen. we should work smart rite? I'm thinking of to buy a pen with LED and modify it to become the infrared-pen. much easier... erm.. other than this, i didn't do anything for my project this week. kinda worry...

The second thing is lecturers, I've started to read some CYY's notes. The integration and differentiation are irritating. Because of my math is terrible, this subject is really killing me. But luckily i still able to catch the ball, but just a small pingpong ball. Thanks to Lawrence the geek, he taught me a lot of things. On the other hand, i will just "Sigh" when talking about alan wong's subject. Sigh...

Although this week was begins with a great morning, but quite a lot disappointed news in this week. The first one is next thurs and friday got class ( the stupid alan wong's class). Then it's all about friends, friends and friends... about the way they talk, the things they hide... some thing is so obvious, but they still don't want to admit and keep telling the excuses. Me, as a friend just pretending don't know anything and see how you be the joker. =) anyway, i'll respect them, they have the right to keep. i just being kaypo. haha... Sometime i just need a listener, but listener is really hard to find.

Some friends overestimate themselves, overconfident, hyperactive... they never know that they are disgusting, irritating. Actually i dun care what they said about other people since they already insane, but i'm quite disappointed about their comment to me, it hurts. Human always self centered, Human called the ugly creatures as dinosaur, but they never know Maybe dinosaur called the ugly creatures as Human. They are given a brain, but they dun put the brain in their head. Pitiful...

Sigh, have you think before whether tomorrow you still can wake up o not? What you've done for today? What if tomorrow cannot wake up? What's the thing you not yet do? what's the thing you wanna tell your dearest? I dreamed i'm dead. I was sitting in a big hall. and i was wondering why i was there. At the moment i realised that i'm dead, a lot of things kept popping out in my mind. At the moment i knew that i cannot go back to life, i was so panic, i was so upset. I just realised that i never hug my mom tight before and tell her i love her, just kept thinking of "please give me a chance, god", if i got the chance i will hug her tight, that's more than hundred words. same to my dad, sista, carlyn... My tears drop when i woke up. I was in hometown that time, i just seat on the chair, stared at the most beautiful women in my house. I'm Glad to be alive... =)