Monday, August 16, 2010

Woo.... Feel good!!! no more stress... it's gone... i think that's for temporally.
well, first of all, thanks to those friends who supporting my blog and those who send "luck" to me during my exam period. i used it all. I mean those "lucks" it's just like a "Voucher from god", spend it when you need it. it's because of I din prepare well in my exam (out of Mana) , so i just spent my "vouchers". I'm worrying about those "vouchers" were expired and will be reject by god... if it's happen then i will ask for more "vouchers" in a month later.. hopefully, i wont... *touch wood.. and smash it... POOOommmm..... again and again... pom pom pommmmm* wooo, released...

During the peak time, exam period, a lot of idea kept popping in my mind. i mean, the things i should do, for my life, for future, for blog, for carlyn... but after exam, all gone... Sigh.. trying to be thoughtful... but i failed.. #badday #nowplaying

#Where is the moment we needed the most?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me "your blue skies fade to grey" ...#

I dunnoe what happen to my phone, she quit her job without any notice, she disappoint me. it's totally no signal, and it showed that i'm not using SE battery when i'm trying to charge the battery. I've sent her to S.E center to counselling, hope she understand how much i need her. and i wan to tell, i lost some of my contacts, now i only have the contacts in my sim card (250 in sim, it was full, last few years ago. )

sigh again...

just realize that now is puasa... and naturally, a lot of police start working night shift... they are start to hunting... unfortunately, I'm the victim... shit... dun feel like wanna mention it in detail... i don't wan to be racist, but sometime "they" make me to be racist... imagine the moment, somebody stare at you and say "go back China, chinese people"... speechless, dun feel like wan to talk with uneducated people... last nite i went out with gummy and blocked by police, at that moment i just realised that i lost my license. I've betrayed my dignity... I've no idea, where is my license now... Please return me, my license if you found it... =)

just forget it...

Woooo.... Last nite i was sitting in front of my lappie, thinking of re-design a new banner for my blog... i got the idea, but i can't draw out the feeling that i wan... and feel like not motivated... i just drew out my name.... still trying to get some idea for the background... anyone can give some suggestion?
Thinking of to introduce "BNANE" to the world... hehehe...

I miss my hon so much... now is her turn to suffer, her exam is coming... she don't have much time to talk with me sometime, haih... but sometime, she will call me, i was happy to listen to her, even though just a few minutes... she really drive me crazy... hmmm... anyway... i'm off to Setapak to meet her, wanna give her a huge warm hug!! =P


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